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Thursday, August 21st, 2008
1:32 am	911 update grandma seems to be doing better, shes in the nicu still for one more night to be on the safe side then shes going down a few floors to rehab Current Mood: sleepy (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 19th, 2008
12:40 pm	911 grandma has a major stroke, shes not doing good plz keep paws crossed, pray for her, keep her in yer thoughts plz!! Current Mood: scared (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 8th, 2008
6:47 pm	ABUniverse hey guys, i just wanted to let you all know that i ordered a onsie from abuniverse about 2 months ago and i have still yet to receive it and i have e-mailed them a couple times, messaged them on yahoo, here and on aby.com and called them numerous times but they have not responded to me. i hope that you guys will read this and take it into consideration before buying any thing from them. i will never again order any diapers or any thing from them because of this experience. if you have had a similar experience please post what happen to you. thanks for reading, leppy Current Mood: aggravated (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 7th, 2008
11:26 pm	ogm im alive xP yes im alive juss too lazy to update xP but check back soon as imma post an update of uber drama bs in my life Current Mood: relaxed (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 28th, 2007
11:05 pm	update well i guess i should up date my lj since its been so bloody long, so here ya go. lets see, it would seem as though my uncle has desided to not be an ass any more and is leaving me alone for the most part. my grandma is still bothering me and refuses to leave my laundry alone wen all she washes is my clean cloths. ive started my shift leader training at work so hopefuly soon ill be premoted. im wanting to leave san francisco and move some where else like maybe socal or back to colorado, but i also wanna go be with my mate in calgary so i dun know what im doing on the moving thing yet. tday has been ok up intill late after noon wen i went out with my stupid uncle his dog, and sister to the park while my mom was atta dr apt down town. so were playing with the dog an all of a sudden this dobie shows up and juss his posture looks like hes on the prowel. so i keep an eye on him and wen he starts comeing over twards tosh (uncle's dog) i pick tosh up and turn away from the dobie and end up gettign bit on my side (http://img452.imageshack.us/img452/7924/cimg0044tr9.jpg. then the guy juss takes off with his dog with out saying sorry or any thing. yes im fine juss kinda blah tday now after that. so i get back to grandma's and head home to get dinner with mom an my sister at roundtable pizza. so i offer to pay cause mom's got no $$. after dinner i get a buck in coins to be nice and help my sister win a prize she then tries to grab the lil super ball outta my paws and i stop her and start messing with her juss playing around. she then manages to get hurt and starts crying an goes an tells mom. so im like wtf what ever >.>. so i let mom finish her beer an we leave, we then get home and my sister cant find her retainer for her teeth. every day she looses it. so im beyond pissed off already and mom's WAY too nice about this. i litraly told my sister to get the fuck outta the car and outta my fucking way now. i then started looking for it. it got found shortly after i stoped looking so now im juss waiting for the third thing to go wrong tnight. thats it for now laters, leppy Current Mood: frustrated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 8th, 2007
12:22 am	w00t more drama ^^ well, yet again ive had to leave my grandma's due to my uncle. i called the police and they wouldnt say that they could do any thing for sure so instead of adding gas to the fire i told them to never mind. i lefted becuase he was thretoning not only my life but also my grandma's and i tried to get my grandma to leave with me but she would and for the life of me i cant under stand why. so it realy all started yesterday with my grandma telling my uncle that she didnt like his friend that he brout over to the house. he didnt do anything last night but tday wen i was at work he apreently went on another of his rampages. wen i got home my grandma's nurse told me that john (my uncle) was calling my grandma a bitch and wishes she would juss drop dead and all kinda of things you shouldnt say. shortly after my grandma's nurse left he triped over the dishwasher that he opend up and now of course that wasnt good >.>. he calmly scooted on his ass over to the dish washer and did the fallowing: TRIES to slam the dish washer door shut and fails, lifts the bottom rack up and shoves it to the back of the dishwasher most likly breaking most if not all the dishes in there, then again slams the dishwasher door closed. the hole time my grandma is sitting inna chari in my room most likly cause she knows ill kick his ass if he lays a finger on her. so i start packing my things up after he unplugs every thing violently and my grandma says that shes going to go to my mom's house with me. im like ok yea sure thats fine. ya know any thing to realy get her outta there an away form him. so i get all my stuff packed up and then she doesnt wanna go. fucking hell i wish she would stop doing that and juss do what she says shes going to do. so i try my best to get her to come with me and she doesnt want to. bye this point my uncle walks in and says "leave, shes not going with you. shes MY MOTHER".(yea rite, juss a min ago she was a bitch) so im liek fine and i leave go to my aunt's and use her phone to call my mom and say "hey its me and ill be there inna couple hrs cause yer brother is on anoother one of his rampages" and i told her what happen and left my aunts. i then get home and my mom checks her msgs and hes left 2. im like oh good, what is it that hes gunna say i did now? and it would seem that he called and said "hey mary (my mom) we had another fight again and its over with so tell him to come on home again. thats it" so it looks like his stupid bipolar ass wants me to come back again so i will only to keep an eye on grandma. kinda off the subject here but he also bitches about me eating the food there and yet even though he tells me to pay him $50 for food, he still makes food nad offers it to me so go figure. any who, again, thats it for now, and im sure ill have yet another update of drama soon ^.^ later guys and gals (if theres any girls rading this o.O) btw, this is the short version >.> (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 28th, 2007
10:24 pm	my weekend... my weekend starts off friday evening wen for no aperent reason my uncle, again starts going off the deep end and starts bitching about god knows what. and my grandma's nurse was still there so this time she saw what happened. so i called my mom after he lefted to tak my grandma to bingo and told her what happen and that if he came home an started bitching again that i was gunna go to a friends house and stay for the night. she told me to juss go to his house instead of waiting for him to get homa an start bitching again. so i did an im glad i did cause i got to hang out with a friend of mine that i havnt seen snice i moved to colorado. so i went over there an hung out for the night till bout 715 am wen i left to catch greyhound. i enjoyed my self at sage's place with his roomies. we stayed up late juss kinda watching highlights of movies lol. so that was entertaining ^^. then i got up and headed down town to catch my buss. i got my buss and headed up to sac (sacromento, ca for those who dun know :P). so i get to about an hr away from sac rite, and the buss gets pulled over for safty inspection. the inspection pased but the driver's DOT card never got registered with the cali dmv (dept of moter vehicals) so he got pulled off an we had to wait an hr for a new driver. so i finaly get up here to sac and meet up with my friend. we hung out for a wee bit then headed over to where we were gunna stay for th weekend at a nother fur's house. so we met up with him and then we went over to a picnick for most of the night. had a water baloon fight and had burgers and watched a movie. after wards we went back to blue's house (the other fur's place where we were staying) and went to sleep. but wen we got back to blue's place my friends car got towed...he accadently parked in a non marked spot where aperently the manager parks. so i guess the apt manager got in around 8ish cause there was a tivcket on the car the next day saying wen he put the warning up. then an hr later it was towed at 9pm. so now hes gotta go to small calmes and try and get the $$ his parents payed for the car to get it out of the impound wich they will because he has to by law give 72 hrs notise befor he can have the car towed. so that was a bit offa buzzkill. the next day his mom came and got him and they went to get the car. so since neither my self or blue knew how long it was gunna be we went to denny's to get food. after wich we went back to his place for a bit then went and bought tickets to go see potc 3. after wich we then went to a sex place to look around for a bit. after wards we went an watched our movie an went back to blue's place. we then went up to wally world and got a roughter so the 3 of us could be on line. so we juss relaxed for the rest of the night and all of tday (monday) till i had to leave and get my buss. and now im on greyhound stuck in traffic on my way back to grandma's in san fran and hope that my uncle has calmed down now and isint being all bitch and what not. and friday wen he was bitching at me he called me a "fucking cheap jew" becuase i wouldnt give my grandma $40 for bingo. i didnt becuase i knew that she would do one of 2 things. 1) not take it or 2) take it and pay me back later this week no matter what i said to her. untill next time something semi intresting happen's im off :P ttyl guys *snugs* (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 7th, 2007
7:24 pm	hihi peeps tis the leppy again and here for another update ^^. well every thing at grandma's has been quite for the most part, uncle isnt messing with me so thats a plus. grandma is senial but thats nothign new and its rather hard at times cause she asks things to wich she already knows the answer to.she also intentionly falls over at times cause shes not getting the attn she wants from me and thats rather annoying cause one of these days shes gunna realy hurt her self and she'll be sorry. work is goin alright but still looking for a better job with more hrs thats nto min wage an part time. so hopefuly soon ill get a hit.also still paying my bank back the 700+ that jimbus "stole" with his bad checks. finaly got that under 300 now. also a better paying job with full time will help me pay my stuff off much faster so i can get the hell outta here faster >.>. souffle is employed now so thats good :) he can start saving money for wen i come up there to visit. other than that theres nothign realy goin on rite now so untill next time my furiends i bid you adue...(has no clue as to what that mean an is sure there a miss-spelling there :P) oh and for you religious furs out there, my sister had her first holy comunion tday (catholic) so that was cool ^^. also my mom's exis still being a dick an is willing to spend 10k to get my sister every other monday and every wednesday. he'll never get it though considering he moved 1hr away from where mom lives and sisters school is a 45 min comute in the morning with traffic so its at least another 90 for him and if she needs to be at school bye 8am that means he needs to get up at like 5/530 to get her ready and out the door for school, tell me what judge will allow that? but any who this time bye bye fur reals :P *poofs* Current Mood: good (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
9:31 pm	good news well thankfuly im back at my grandma's again and things SEEM to be ok but im sure thats only a matter of time sinces the conservitor now knows about the dude he had living down stairs for 15 months and that theres a new guy whos posed to move in tday (april 3) and shes gunna do something to stop that. now wen that happens im sure my uncle will try and do somethign to me again and this time ill be prepaired for it. ill be keeping my edgeless katana (show piece only) next to the bed here and wen he tries comming at me again ill juss pull it out. HOPEFULY he'll be smart enough to back off and i wont have to hurt him but if hes not then he'll proly end up in the hospital bitching about his knee wich is already bad and i'll make it worse if he tries any thing again. so untill then things are juss fine and im ok again. stress leval has gone down and i got some sleep last night. unforunatly i was up early with my mom to come into the city (san francisco) this morning to get here to grandma's. ALSO, on the up side i gotta keyboard for my lappy now since some of the keys stoped working. got the keyboard from the desktop at mom's since theres a different keyboard there so untill theres more drama or something else to talk about im out and going back to sleep for a few more hrs :P *drags a randome friend from his buddy list into bed with him for suggles ^.^* and yes you can all join in :P (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 2nd, 2007
7:20 pm	part 2 ok..as i said im giving you more info as to what happen w/ my uncle... it started off with my grandma fiddling around with the lanudry. she asked me to put the cloths in the dryer for her and i said ok. at that time she had my work pants in her hand an was having trouble getting my belt out of the loops. so i took my pants to get the belt out...she then started yelling at me and automaticaly i yelled back. then my stupid uncle comes down all pissy about the yelling. i told him what happen and that i didnt mean to yell at grandma. he then prity much ignored me and asked my grandma what happen and she said dont worry about it cause it was nothing. he obviously didnt listen and started getting pissy. after a short time he started throwing pots around and yelling at not only me but my grandma as well. then he starts saying something along the lines of "how dare you yell at yer grandma!! its totaly dissrespectful and classless." yes for some reason he thinks hes got class and is a perfict gentalman. now while this is all going on im thinkng "i have no calss? o.O look whos talking. you yell at yer mom almost every day!" i even told him that i only raised my voise because she did so first and that he yells at her juss about every day. that juss pissed him off even more. after about 2 hrs of this he finaly left and drove to the beach with a bottle of brandy and then i called the police and told them that hes out driving around drunk with a bottle of brandy. bout an hr later he called me from the beach and started saying "how dare you come between me an my mother. you have no class at all and are very immature. im going to make sure that you pay $400 rent. next time you come between me an my mother ill kill you. if you dont like it you can juss get the fuck out! i had to leave MY house (not his..grandma's) and come down to the beach juss to get some peace!! and fuck you you stupid fucking cut bitch!! -click-" i then called the cops back and told them hes at the beach and where. wen he finaly got home he started yelling and swearing more and kicked the plastic door type thing i HAD for a door and broke it all together. i then call the police again to let them know he was home and was being violent and threting me. wen they came he closed the kitchen door so i wouldnt know they were there and told them every thing was fine. their all "ok!!" and he closed the door. he then came back to my room and tried to punch me. i leaned back so he would miss and grabed his arm and tried my best to get him pinned down long enough for me to get away and to the cops befor they left. wich i did. i then rushed out and yelled at them that he juss asulted me and they got back out and then 2 went up stairs and 2 stayed with me. they then asked us both what happen and of course my uncle played the "innocent victome" and the cops didnt quite believe him. it all ended with notherig happening to him and me going to my aunt's at 1am. so i get there and start knocking on the door and she dun answer. she sleeps like the dead so i went up to the libary up the streed for a few min then went back and camped out till about 5am. slept on her front porch in the cold. got up an called my mom who never answered the phone cause she thought i was my brother who didnt come home last night. then i finaly get her on her cell and tell her what happened. then she came and got me and let me warm up for a few befor she had to run off to work @ 630. then my aunt finaly got up at about 7am. i told her that i called the cops on john last (uncle) night and she got kinda pissy and said this is the kinda shit i dont wanna deal with. (i told her "yea i know") cant you call yer mom? (itold yer shes working tday) then take a buss to novato. (where mom lives)" i said "ok" and juss left. came here to peet's coffe and typed this up. its now eight:30 am and i juss finished this. so if ya got any more questions juss ask me. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
3:24 am	yay good stuff...wootage for drama hihi every one ^^; sorry its been so long since i last updated my lj but imma cat and cats are naturaly lazy :P. so any who here whats up... started working again atta mexican baja fast food place making $9.14 (san francisco's min wage) for about 2 anna half weeks now and already making a good impression on every one. heres what i mean: a the bottom of some people's reciepts theres a number you all and do a servay. at the end of the short servay you'll get a 4 didget code good for $2 off next time you come in. well it turns out that some one i helped did tbe servay and said i was her cashier and that all she ordered was a samich an that i offered her a cup for some water...she was very greatful about that and expressed her gratitude on the call in servay. the next day i was in i was bout 10 min early cause i was bout 10 min late the day befor cause of the stupid muni street car or LRV as some would call it was beint stupid and stoped at each stop for like 5 extra min. so any ways im waiting in line to get soem foods and my manager does the come here with his finger an i was like what did i do? tuns out that the good servay thing was emailed some where an my manager saw it and told me about it. then he gave me whats called a "gracias card" basicaly a free meal. he also told me that it was the fist servay with a named atached to it in 3 months and was the first good servay this year. so my managers are all VERY pleased with me so far ^^. my manager i was juss talking about is also an AB. WHOA!! how did you find that out yer proly wondering :P...well i knew him wen i was back in co an he msged me a few weeks back and we were talking and he offered me a job where hes a manager at so since i didnt have any thing else looking up on the job front i took it. what else..oh yea! this is proly gunna be TMi for most of you but on St. Partic's day my uncle was totaly waisted...more so than normal and he was offering to give me a blow job for most of the night...obviously i didnt take his offer but still it was rather disturbing that he was saying that and you know what they say... "the only 2 people that tell the truth are kids an drunks" so any ways dats it for now. so i typed every thing you juss read earyler tday and heres a brief bit of drama from tnight... so again as usual my uncle was drinking heavily. he started yelling and screaming and throwing things around then took off to the beach. i called the police proly 3 times tnight. so now its 230 am and am waiting for my aunt to wake up and lemme in. ill give a more detailed explanation laters... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 16th, 2007
11:54 pm	blah i sit here at the Oakland, California greyhound buss station where i transfer at from San Rafael, CA, typing this out as i have no internet access here unfortunatly. for those of you that dont knwo what im doing, im on my way to calgary, alberta in canada (incase you dont knwo where that is). i would have taken a plane there but i couldnt afford it unfortunatly. this was the cheapest way i could get there and it was $97 one way and thats all i bought. from here im off to sacromento and that buss leaves at about 6:30pm. then i go from sacromento up to seattle, washinton and that buss leaves at about 8:45pm. along the way to seattle the buss stops in redding ca, medford or, and portland or. after the buss leaves seattle at 3:15 pm thursday i go onto Coquitlam, BC and arive some where around 7:15pm that same day. from Coquitlam, BC i go on to calgary with pit stops in Kamloops BC, Revelstoke BC, Rogers Pass BC, then i get off in Calgary, alberta at around 10:50 in the morning friday. ill be updating at my transfer points as i go along and will post this in my LJ as soon as i have a wifi signal. update #1 Oakland, Ca: nothing exciteing happened along the way here but i did over hear that the girl behind me has a 7 hr layover in san francisco wich to me is like i had better know some one i can hang out with in san fran for a few hrs (if i was her). well thats it for now ill up date again wen i get to sac (sacromento) at about 8:05...the current time is 5:45pm update #2 Sacroment, Ca: still nothing realy exciting has happen yet. i had just enough time to get my bags off the buss and into line and call my mom to let her know that i made it to sacroment ok before they started loading the next buss up to go to redding Ca,f portland Or, and seattle Wa. so i got on the buss, got a seat, and put my back pack in the over head storage ben thingamig. once i sat down a few min later some one walks bye and stops next to me to take the seat on the other side of the buss. as hes getting in his seat and putting his bags in the over head storage ben thingamag he hits me in the head with his longer bag and doesnt say any thing. i juss kinda look up at him as to say "dude wth, you hit me in the head with yer bag!" and as i look up i get hit with the same bag again. he finaly gets his bag up there and hits me in the head a 3rd time with his sweatter/coat and only this time does he turn around and say sorry. im no on my way to seattle and will hopefuly beaable to post this in my lj and if not ill juss wait till i get to calgary and to souffle's house. the current time is 9:07pm. update #3 Seattle, Wa: well i didnt have any time to do an update here in seattle so im doing it on the buss. im currently on my way to Coquicklam B.C. where i hope everying thing goes well. and still nothing esciting has happen... update #4 Bellingham, Wa: great, juss great i got turned around from the border because i forgot to buy a round trip ticket and also aperently i need $50 (canadian currency) for every day im in canada...SNICE WEN?! i was in Ontario not even 2 years ago and that wasnt the case. i dont know what im gunna do but i hope to god that something works out for me tnight ortherwise i's stuck. update #5 Bellingham, Wa: ok well i called mom and souffle and mom cant send me any monies, and the earyliest souffle can come here to get me is saturday night v.v...BUT at least tnight i have a place to stay thats not on the strete >.>. this kind lady inna wheele chair was kind enough to let me stay in the motel room that she got for the night so long as i help her with here wheel chairS and her luggage and pay for half the room. now normaly i wouldnt stay with a complete stranger but theres juss something nice about her that ill do it...its that or i realy dont care juss as long as i dont sleep out side :P. so im off to the motel room with here and look up on line any thing about this $50 per day thingy. update $6 Bellingham, Wa: ok good news and bad news. i found out that the $50 a day thing isnt entirley true but is to a degree. aperently with all my baggage and my lack of fundage they "thought" (if thats even possable for border guards) that i was running away from the military draft. what draft you wonder, the one that doesnt exist of course. but what ever >.>. so i talke to a couple freinds and i now have my round trip ticket from Bellingham, Wa to Coquicklam B.C. then from Coquicklam ill go to calgary with my ticket that i still have from yesterday and i also have some money now too. souffle and tabber (the friend) western unioned me some money. so rite now im on the buss headed to the border (again) with plenty of money and 2 less bags. with the money that tabber sent me i took one of my bags and mailed it to souffle's mom's house. it costed me about $45.75. that leaves me with 3 bags, my suit case my back pack and my laptop bag. so what now, thats still a lotta luggae rite? yup, yer rite it is so what i did was took out my sock and underwear and shoved them into the suit case then i took the back pack they were in and put it in the suit case over them and then sat on it and ziped it up. so im down to my lappy bag and my suit case, got my monies (thanks a gubigillion tabber!!), and my round trip ticket. so i should be all good for my way up there nows. i will update again wen i get past the border and on the way to Coquicklam, B.C. that all for now update #7 way back to Bellingham, Wa": well i got declined for entry again. this time i had money and a round trip ticket but aperently i had too much bagage for the duration or my stay. so now i go back to bellingham for the night and most likly go back home tmarrow and try again another time wen i have more money and pack my bags differently. that or wait till souffle and tabber to come and get me wich i dont thing they will and i dont blame them. update #8 Bellingham, Wa: im going back home and getting a job. im done i cant deal with this any mores... i love souffle but i aperently cant get to him rite now for what ever reason there is. this time aperently their reason for turning me around was that i had too many sock and underwear for the duration of my stay and the boarder guard dude didnt like my kitty or bunny footies he also didnt like my cloth diapers and said my web cam wasnt something i would normaly bring onna trip...oh and also my buddy jimbus said he will hunt him down an kick his ass :P (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 13th, 2006
5:20 am	ready to kill ok if you can see whats wrong here plz tell me cause for some reason i cant seem to see it lepkitty: my brother is a dumbass lepkitty: he walks in an i call my mom lepkitty: as her if she wants him to stay home for a bit so we can get the family pic done lepkitty: she says yes lepkitty: and ask to talk to him lepkitty: he GRABS the phoen outta my paw and says "i REALY wish you would mind yer own FUCKING busness" lepkitty: o.O lepkitty: how was i not? shortly there after hes up in my face being an ass hole bitching about god knows what looking for a fight. also hes trying to tell me that i dont belong here and that i dont matter any more (not in those exact words but its HEAVILY implyed). next think i know were fighting...again (not the first time its gotten phisical between us) then he hits me in the face with this bronze horse statue letting opener thingy...(dont ask >.>) so now my nose is gushing out blood, my glasses are all fucked up and i have a cut on my nose where my glasses sit. now sinces hes working as a painter he thinks hes all big and bad and shit now and the only reason he got the better of me is cuause hes got a good 6" on me. so after i calmed down for a few seconds i packed my shit that i had with me up in my back pack and left. im done with this BS...i KNEW it was only a matter of time befor it got phisical again and it finaly happened. and how did it start? with my trying to help my mom out with the "family" picture. maybe i should juss turn into an ass hole with no freinds so this kind of thing wont happen any more? im juss so fed up with him and his antics. people wonder why i moved 3 states away from my family and theres one of yer top answers thats it for now ill update again eventualy (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 30th, 2006
9:05 am	update and venting ok, for those of you who actualy read this, im moveing outta colorado and movin to canada to be with my bf who lives in calgary. and i dont wanna hear any thing about, oh its gunna be hard to get in, or oh you wont find a job. farankly fuck off...you try living bye yer self for 11 months being at least 3O min from any "friends" you may have and maybe 2 of them actualy come and visit some times. then you come talk to me. im sick an tired of being stuck in this bloody apt with no one around...at least this way ill at least have my bf and if i get to socialize more often then great if not thats ok cause ill have him and vise versa.. also, im hungry, and want some mcdonald's but i dun have a car to go through the drive through at 2am and im sure as not gunna walk there in - 2O f.... ill be back in cali soon for the christmass holliday, well that and im proly getting evected cause i have on money to pay rent. this is proly gunna be my last posting till i move after christmass so if you wanna talk more, you should know where to find me Current Mood: hungry (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 18th, 2006
4:37 am	update lets see where to begin. i guess ill start with saying i started wally worl lil over 2 months ago and was fired for swering under my breath. so that was prity gay >.> so im looking fora job again. umm...im also breaking up with kana (my bf) for a few different reasons and if you wanna knwo why feel free to email or IM me. i do have some one im looking at but not going to say any thing till we meet next year. if you wanna get more info on me feel free to ask (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 12th, 2006
12:34 am	well now it seems that ive pissed off and offended a relay close friend of mine with my last post, for this im sorry dude. i never ment to hurt or upset any one. BUT...i do wanna say that im not here to point fingers, taddle, or any thing like that. i come here to vent my issues as does many other people so i dont take my anger and fustration out on others like i did the previous night from the date i posted my last entry. juss rember you guys, you have the choise to read it or not. so if you do read it and you dont like what i say then honstly thats juss too bad because you chose to read it and i didnt make you. Current Mood: eh kinda a whatever mood (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 6th, 2006
12:05 am	controling people ok, lemme first start off bye saying that im sitting at home here tnight talking with a friend and desided i needed to type this up now becuase other wise i wouldnt knwo what i was thinking tnight tmarrow after work. we were talking about people being controled bye family/loved ones. i cant stand it. its one of the reasons i left cali is because my mom and step dad were trying to conrole me too much and it was getting on my nerves. lets go to parents shall we? they need to stop trying to conrole their kids lifes after the age of 18. were leagly adults now and if you dont like that, well then, thats to bloody bad. if some one wants to go some where then let them go. like for example, a fox freind of mine in NY was gunna come down and spend thanksgiving with me from thursday till sunday. i was looking foward to it cause he was gunna look for a job out here so he could move to this state. but now tday he told me that he cant come out any more becuase and i quote "my parents are MAKING me go with them to a family thanksgiving dinner". it bothers me, and no im not saying to juss let them go do what they want. i have no problem with them asking for a name addy and phone number they can reach their kid at juss in case as if i were in their shoes id most likely do that exact thing. yea im typing this cause im angry and sad at the same time but who wouldnt be? ive been here for about 9 months now and ive been living bye my self that whole time with few visiters so wen some one says their gunna come visit i get excited and eager at the fact that i not only get to meet some one for the first time but that i also will have some company for a few days. then wen yer told that they are no longer coming out...well you get the idea. also another example, a wolf freind of mine. his "bro" (furry bro) seems to be trying to conrole him now. if their both on at the same time and my friend is in irc chatting with others while at the same time chatting with his bro, his bro get all pissy about it. my freind would like to move out here to colorado and in with me but if his bro found out he was gunna do this for sure, 100% it was gunna happen, he would get all pissy again but proly even more so. so i guess what im trying to say is that 1) parents/loved ones need to stop trying to controle us and 2) if yer mate is trying to conrole you, dont let them. so yea im done complaining now...oh and btw, if some of this makes no sence what so ever gimme a break. its 1O3O at night, im tired, running on little sleep and still trying to get used to being up at 63O in the morning compaired to 11 am-1 pm like i used to. leppy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
8:13 pm	update ok yea its been a while but i juss been too lazy to do any LJ postings :P. its been about a month now that ive been working again. got a job at wal mart int he auto center. full time wich is always good. pay isnt too bad juss wish i was payed weekly in stead of bi-weekly. me and kana are still a couple and planing on meeting up again here in december around christmass time so any one thats here in co will have the chance to finaly meet my BF :). mmm, not much realy going on here. juss kinda working and chillin and what not. so yea theres my up date o.o Current Mood: tired (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 7th, 2006
4:58 pm	update well, i got the job i was shooting for but im not taking it any more cause do dont have a place to move into down in westmenster any more. so imma stay here in greeley 15 miles out of the way and hope that vocational rehab comes through and gets me a job in the auto industry. i should have my laptop back up and running inna bout a week from tday at the latest for thoughs of you that wanna know Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
10:05 pm	update anna joke i may have a job soon!! yay i can finaly tell pizza hut to bend over and fuck eachother. other than that ill be back on oline agains soon as ill have a laptop charger again. oh and heres a joke ya knwo how emo kids cut their wrists and bleed? well emo babyfurs they cut their diapers and leak :P (2 Comments |Comment on this)